Sometimes I don’t know how people wake up in the morning and don’t just get right back into bed and curl up in a ball and cry. I wake up and the first thing I think about is “what can I do today to make the world a better place?”. The world as we know it is falling to pieces, going to shit, crumbling. Everyday on the news a shooting in a school, a bomb goes off somewhere, someone abuses or kills an innocent child or helpless animal. It just doesn’t stop. My heart literally Aches!! I cry, once a day, sometimes twice, Am I the only person who sees whats happening here? We are destroying ourselves. The worst part has to be that NO ONE FUCKING CARES!! Our governments and world leaders are too busy dominating whatever the hell it is that they dominate and at the end of the day, the world is still a piece of shit. Every once in a while I see that someone has actually done some good in the world and my belief and faith in Humanity is temporarily restored again. My Boyfriend doesn’t seem to understand why I watch and read fiction novels and supernatural shows. The truth is because I believe some of this stuff is out there and we are too busy fucking up the world to realize what beauty lies within it, so we classify it as fiction. The other reason is, well, the reality of what is going on in the world today is too much to bear sometimes. It literally takes my breath away to see the devastation. There are good things out there yes, but do they outweigh the bad?? Is the battle between good and evil finally taking a turn for the worst?? Some days it feels like it is. What wouldn’t I give to change that?? Is there a reset button somewhere out there and who has access to it?? Seriously?! Press the RED BUTTON!!

*Sigh* *SMH* If I sat down everyday and thought about all the bad things that go on in the world I would never get back up. I try, the universe knows, I try! I want to save the world, one child, one pitbull, one oilspill, one homophobic, one republican, one drop of rain at a time. . . Please don’t sit back and criticize those of us who want to leave a better world for future generations. Get UP! Go OUT! DO SOMETHING!!